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All I want is to be who I want to be
To breathe the air that gasp mi free
To live the dreams my mind conceived
To see the world in love and peace

Let us not take love for granted
For many awaits the touch for hopes and inspirations
Dream. Dare . Do
Let the sun burns through the horizon and the stars to sparkle
Face each day with a smle for others
Never let yesterday's disappointment overshadow tomorrow's dreams....

*-=__It is not about loving a perfect person...
...but to love an imperfect person perfectly __=-*

***__________. dreams of the sparkled stars____::***

::_memories unforgottened_::
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
November 2004
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
October 2005
February 2006
March 2006
November 2006
December 2006
December 2007
May 2008

Friday, March 11, 2005

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c o n f u s i o n s

blarz....tis's the 3rd consecative day tat I never go for work...didn't feel like working....gave myself the excuss that I've got lots of things to do and tink abt and I needed more time to myself....but actually i tink its crap. Didn't accomplish anithink...neither did i come up wif ani decisions yet...haiz....WAD AM I DOING!!!! wad a lousy working attitude I haf manz....even my mum's complaining...*slap* myself...Tink im juz sick of the job liaoz...though its gd in everyway...i tink i juz wan to try something else....or mayb the depression im in now juz wan to escape the past to a brand new life.

Haiz....mayb its like wad becky saes 'teenage crisis'....been so easily irritated recently...dun even seem to haf interest in anitink. Went zouk with weijie,jieyu, chieh and jieyu's friends..and other ppl...though the music was gd...somehow i didn't enjoy it...was in such a grumpy mood....drank like 2 apple shooters and 1 corona extra tinking tat it would made mi high and get happier but didn't work....got irritated wif everything tat comes in my way including tis *ass who was dancing like the whole floor was his...*yucks* so sick when his sweaty shirt touch mi.*toot* everything builds up the 'piss-off attitude ' in mi like oil to fire manz....even the dry ice spry tat I like got mi irritated instead. Poor weijie happened to spark off the fire and I flare up at him. Sorrie dude~ didn't meant to, juz happened to b the wrong timing.

Gosh~ I tink my work is piling up. Especially all the voluntary work like all theJunior Y's Men stuff, bishan Home stuff, coming up captain's ball launch stuff, Vmob, even YV....so mani things tat i noe i need to settle but juz seemed like im not doing anitink. I need to find back some efficiency manz.....Haiz....was juz so in no mood to do anitink...at tis attitude tat im going, realli questions myself my ability to take up the YV05 chair manz....dun wan to screw things up animore....

kaez...i muz hang on......muz perserve on.I noe I like wad im doing juz not at the right time and situation. Gotta pick myself up real soon. Remeber when I first attended YV, there was tis analogy tat volunteering is like running a marathon, its gonna b veri tiring, so much tat u feel like giving up...but definately I will see the end....I muz go on...cos i noe ultimately, I'll b able to see tat I can make a difference, big or small' to somewan. I wan to see the smiles on the faces.....tat shall keep mi going...................

::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
Friday, March 11, 2005